EH, not much is going on. I probably should be practicing guitar or writing, but I'm sitting here trying to do any animated gif for a Team Sylar challenge. I have a neat idea, I'm just trying to work out the execution. I think I have it about 80 percent done. I know what I have to do next, but there's a part that I have to complete first before I can... and I'm a bit stuck. I think I can figure out how to work it though. I'm running into a lot of frames and I hope that I won't have a problem with size and what not.


SO in lieu of saying something interesting... I'm pretty much a log this week, here's a photo that I haven't seen before. Zane!Sylar perhaps... wearing some normal clothes?

Cute!











Mood: Relaxed

Damn, these Chucks are comfortable! I never knew. Now I see why people wear them until they're falling apart. I'm just sorry they don't go with everything I own. Well, I suppose they do, but I can't wear them to work everyday.

Had a mini Heroes-athon yesterday. And I had a headache, so I only really opened my eyes during La Quinto moments. He's such an interesting actor. I like what he does with Sylar... he'd a little swishy, and a little menacing and really entertaining, because he's insane and knows how to get what he wants. I didn't get to S3 to watch his spit out the bullet and all, but I'll get there. :)

Speaking of La Quinto... is it me, or does he always sound slightly congested. I'm thinking he's battling a lisp as well for his words sound a bit slurred. Not that it isn't charming, I'm just pointing it out :D

I have a seminar tomorrow, so I won't be going into work. I think it'll be fun. I'll just pick up some lunch from a deli (no chips, or soda, sorry) for lunch. I bought banana chips and some nectarines as nibbly bits in case. I'm hungry. Gum as well.



DAY SIX: NO JUNK FOOD.





Mood: : Good

New addition to the madness

*raises hand* I Jungle Julia am a junk food junkie. I love sugar and while I try not to, I gorge on it on a regular basis. *laughs* I'm so glad that I don't gain weight that fast, or I'd be a blimp now! I'm quite fortunate to have a relatively quick metabolism. whew. Anyway, I've been mulling over this vow and I will make it aloud to myself here on my blog. I will give up junk food.

*eerie silence*

I'm serious!

*crickets*

Fine, don't believe me. I'll show you!

Well, in all seriousness, I'm getting on in years and I don't want to be some fat old lady, so I need to take care of it before the problem starts. I must fine substitutes for those delicious hostess orange cupcakes, the moonpies, the snickers, and other delectable sweets. God... this will be so hard. But, it will be worth it in the long run.

*bites fingernails*

So, because it's almost bedtime, starting tomorrow... I... will.... eep... lay off the crap. The only things I'm afraid of, it the cravings will make me eat everything else under the sun, as I search for that thing I'm craving for. You know, when you're wanting chocolate, nothing else will do until you get it. I'm not going to be "oh, no you can't have it, suffer and eat out the whole pantry..." I'll allow a bit of chocolate here and there, but not on the calibre that I've been eating this crap. That'll save me a lot of promise breaking. And the other thing is that I can't have a lot of it in the house, because I'll eat beyond satisfaction. I'll totally scarf down a whole box of milk duds, just because it's sooo good, not because I'm still wanting chocolate and sugar. Yes, that's why they call it addiction. I went cold turkey once before, and it was like those heroin addicts shaking and scratching for a fix. It would have been funny if I wasn't going insane at the time. I don't know what lead me right back into the pit. Well, I'll take that back, I am definitely not as bad as I was, so while I'm still in the pit, I'm not in as deep as I was. It's a start.

Mostly I go nuts around my period, which annoys me even more. First I have to deal with the moods, the bloating the nightmares and the cravings and *then* the pain and the uncomfortableness and the bleeding. It's fun all around. Yeah, not a big fan on this menstrual business.

Well, anyway, I've made the vow, now I have to stick with it. Maybe I should take up smoking.

Oh shin splints have healed, so I can get back to the track. Smarter running so that I won't wreck my shins and knees. Saturday!




Mood: : Pensive

I'm very conscious when it comes to real life issues, but for the life of me, while I read other conscious blogs, I cannot make myself blog about them. I'd rather fangirl the actor/actress of the moment. I jsut want a bit of light heartedness in my own blog. I can go to other places who express my opinons much more eloquently.

Besides, how much fun is it to mull over whether Noah's fucking Gabriel or not.

Secondly, I hate bras. I hate them so much. I'm pretty slim around the ribcage, but the cup size is much larger than what's usually sold with a small band size. So, I'm always wrestling with getting the right fit without spending a mint. I never seem to come out on the right end of things unfortunately, and I just waste my money. I thought I'd found a goldmine with Bravissimo in the UK, but with the conversion from the pound to the dollar, it can get pretty pricey and the few that I bought, they're growing uncomfortable. I've seen bra kits around on the net, and I'm terribly tempted to take a crack at making my own bras. They can't be any worse than the shite I'm paying all that money for, not to fit well... Bleh.




Mood: : Creative

Damn, what is wrong with people? Fucking assholes... too many of them running around. C'mon have some respect for your fellow person. Is that too much to ask? Reckless drivers and teenaged boys all piss me off.

In other news, I cannot WAIT until people get their hands on a good copy of Star Trek. I swear to god, if i see another over-cropped fan vid. I mean... Spock's head does have a top. You can forget that when you're watching these. haha

I watched "The Skeptic" Saturday. It was pretty decent, though they promised Zoe, they didn't deliver much of her. It was a bit part but I did like the character. I thought she was pretty snazzy as a medium, or whatever the hell she was. So cute.

Mood: : Hungry

I found a house... I think. It's all on one floor and while the description boasts 3 bedrooms, I can't see how... considering the size. It looks like it would be in a fabulous rural area, but I can't make a judgment until I actually see it in person. And that goes for the ones that I think are ugly. There were a few nice ones but they have pools. I'm not really into having a pool. All I can think of is the maintenance and all that. I wonder if it would be worth it to have the pool taken out or to have it sealed and not used. *shrugs*

Yesterday I was looking to post, just staring at the blog, but I was feeling like hell. The morning started off ok, regularly... I ran some errands, thought about life and then came back home. It's hot and I"m drinking like a fish and then suddenly this headache comes on. It couldn't have been because of the blood sugar being low, because I'd eaten so I don't know. Maybe it was the heat. So I jump into a cold shower to bring the body temp down, but while that was soothing, it didn't help. SO I laid down for a little while, feeling dizzy and a bit nauseous. When a nap didn't work, I popped an aspirin and tried again. Meh... felt better after a few hours, but really didn't get out of the bed for the rest of the night. I put in "Push" with beautiful Chris Evans and watched that. God, this boy is gorgeous and has amazing eyelashes ;). It'll be nice to see him doing his thing in The Losers.

I was reading another woman's blog and she posed a question as to whether you were walking dead during the week, but counting the hours to live on the weekend. Um... yes. How many times have I gotten up in the morning, groaning and groping for something, only to immediately picture what lunch would be like and then finally walking out into the parking lot and going home. Home right now is really starting to get on my nerves, but hopefully soon I'll fins a place of my own. I don't know if I'll be able to do anything to change my work situation; it's a decent no brainer job, with decent pay and health care. I'm not sure if I want to buck that in favor for something more unstable, especially this time in my life.


Mood: : Bouncy