The hair still looks good! I am very pleased with how it turned out. Very pleased. I will try the lighter Hair Milk which is the Hair Nectar, to see what kind of result I'll get. But yes, the hair was very soft and moisturized and did not frizz up (much) throughout the day. Happy-dance. I have a big problem with my hair drying out and frizzing up during the day. So this definitely helped. Yay.

I am totally considering deleting my POF account. I mean the fucking loser jerks that email me are pathetic. I mean the gall of some people. They think they can say anything to you, like you're not human or something. Fuck those ugly fat mother fucking motherfuckers. From this moment, I will not give anyone a chance. If you don't look good, screw you. I won't say, "mmm well, he might be a nice guy, why don't I give him a chance." No, I won't do that. Not anymore. FUCK YOUUUU!


Day fucking Twenty-two


Day two

Well, going on another date/meetup tonight. I'm not that thrilled with this guy, I mean, he's ok, so I'm giving him a chance. If anything, we can be adventure buddies since he's into all of that thrill seeking stuff. I think that would be cool. Eh, we'll see how it goes.

I was thinking how much I love my itouch. I mean, I saw it, wanted it, bought it. No thought involved. I didn't even think as to whether I wanted the smaller gig or the larger gig. I automatically bought the largest one. I mean there really wasn't that much of a price difference and I figured, if I was going to pay that kind of money, I might as well just go for the gusto. I love it. I love that I can sit with it balanced on my upraised thigh and that the plastic backing will stick to my skin and I don't have to hold it while I'm working on something else. I have a tendency to pull up fanfic, say a Mylar story on the touch and then I'm reading a Sylar/HRG on the computer and watching a movie. Multitasking, to its finest.

Mmm I want to change my ring tone. But to what? I already have "are you gonna go my way" but every time I hear it it makes me think about Joe and how excited I was to have the phone, to have a ring tone and to have a guy ringing my mobile. That was until I met him. haha! He was nice, but just not my type and had baby mama drama. I wasn't feeling that. Now, when the phone rings since I changed it back to that song, I'm reminded. I'll have to change it.


ETA: The guy was peculiar, didn't like him much.


Mood: : Searching

Is it over yet?

Jesus Christ what a horrid, fucking week. And no, there was no actually fucking involved, unfortunately... maybe that would have made it better. If I didn't have to work, I think I would thoroughly enjoy my life. Maybe this is a sign to find a new job, go back to school, take a class in cooking or something to occupy my down time. Right now, all I do is seethe, eat, seethe, sleep, seethe, work, seethe back home, rinse and repeat.

haha, no, but really, probably.

and my god I'm having some serious buyers remorse for that eharmony bullshite. They said that you can cancel your subscription, but you won't be able to use it for the remainder of your time. So you'll just cancel, they'll keep your money and you're out. period. That sucks.

So I tidied my bedroom and am swatting at all these fruit flies! what the fuck, man, there are no open vegetables or food in here. I don't know why they keep hanging around. It must be my pleasant personality.... I know they'll drop dead in a few weeks, so until then. shoo shoo!!

And what the hell is Season 4 of Heroes going to be about? Um, I don't know. Even after reading the spoilery explanation, I still don't understand. But what I did conclude is that it's probably going to be Sylar and by proxy QUINTOOOOOOOOOOO! light. No, that's doesn't make for a happy JJ. Not one bit. I know that I griped about how much chunkier he looks in comparison with his earlier spiky haired incarnation (which I will love always and forever... now I have you... Mr Sylar...) and I thought the 90 kilos of gel that they have smothering his hair, so much that he has to use a trowel to fashion some sort of hairstyle (that greasy skeezy pompadour is not doing you any favors, Zach my boy) needs to go... I still want to see him! *whines* C'mon no one can do the Sybrows (tm) and the Fingero'doom (tm) like he can. Shoot, if you can bring back that buck toothed, can't close her mouth, thinks she's so (erroneously) sexy blonde time after time after time, surely we can had a little
still-hot-for-Momo!Sylar.

Hm... maybe that's all the Zane!Sylar/Mohinder roadtrip fics I've been reading lately. ;) Damn those are good. Like potato chips, you can't read just one. Especially when they're so well done.



Mood: : Still Annoyed... but without the angry stripping

Beginning to really really love being single

... I've never had a problem being single, in fact I like it. Hey, isn't that something novel in this world? I like being single. I enjoy my own company and when I want to hang out with mates I can do it and when I want to go home and have private time, I can do that as well.

I'm only griping because I just received an email from one of those online dating sites (jesus christ, I want to slit my wrists sometimes over that) I'm on and some dude emails me, "Want to make out?! Black girls are so pretty". And leaves it like that. Yeah, he's some white dude with chocolate fantasies. Come on! Come on, now, how on earth am I supposed to respond to that? How would any rational person respond? Oh you've got to be kidding me with this, man. Really?

I haven't written back, because there's nothing that I want or could say to him to validate his meaningless existence. Loser.

Mood: : Cruising for a fight

Le Sigh

Right, so I'm doing this eHarmony at the behest of my sister and frankly, it's depressing. It's depressing and discouraging and I'm sorry that I spent the money on it. I've got a subscription for another six months and hmmm that reminds me, I need to cancel so that it doesn't automatically re-up. Brb...

Ok out of nearly 50 matches they sent to me, I probably liked about one or two with a few more in the "maybe" pile. But, the men are just so damn ugly and plain and bleh. Now that I think about it, this "perfect matching" scheme is just that, a scheme. People will not be truthful during that survey. Hell, I wasn't even fully truthful. *laughs* And dudes will try to make themselves out to be something they're not, because some of those profiles were too good to be true and some were just like "eh, I don't care and I don't care enough to put up a photo."

And don't give me that crap that oh, you'll be so wowed by someone's personality profile (which might not even be accurate) that you won't care what they look like because you'll be matched right down to your cuticles. Ummm.... right and the Goddess gave us eyes for nothing.

I got a comment when one so called matched closed the open communication saying that he didn't see any chemistry there. Bzuh? What does that mean, you didn't even meet me. How much chemistry can you get from a few bullsnot words? He probably thought I was too ugly and because there isn't an option to say that the match was repulsive, he picked the chemistry... or lack of chemistry there of. Haha. I really don't care, because he wasn't a looker at all. And even if he was, I'm not about to lose sleep over some guy I don't even know and wouldn't care to know after I'd met him.

So yep, this matching is pretty piss poor in my opinion and I can't wait until my time runs out.


Mood: : Disappointed and out of money